Hypopocrite...

This is the final result of the kolam my classmates and I painstakingly did for 3 days. We're so proud of it. I am proud of it. But I can't help but feel sad about it as well. Because this kolam is made out of approximately 100 kg of rice!

I mean, 100 kg!! How many poor people can we feed with that? How many natural disaster victims can we help? This few months have been hard on countries like Indonesia and such because of typhoons, earthquakes etc and here we are in Malaysia, complaining about rain and the sun and wasting 100 kg of rice for art!

The things people do for art.

I feel like a hypocrite when I look at it sometimes. Like, we often say, "Don't waste food!" and voila! I'm wasting it right now!

But despite my bitterness towards this, I am very proud of my work. We finished it yesterday evening and already some naughty hands (and idiotic lady) disturbed it! I hate those people! There's a reason why the Tun Jugah management place those lines around it!

Oh well, another bitterness aside, I would like to wish all those who celebrate Deepavali,

Happy Diwali!

Crush You Crush Me!

When I think back at the time when I had crushes on certain boys, it felt so surreal to me. Like, I remember being so dreamy about that one guy that I fantasize about him all the time. Gosh, it feels so creepy to me when I think back but well, girls will be girls. And that feeling called love - more of monkey love - can turn the most logical mind into...something not logical anymore.

It's been a while since I had a crush on someone, the last time was last year. Had a thing for this Korean dude. Wish I can have a special someone now because most of those around me now already have theirs. (Yes, I can faintly hear Christine in the background saying what she always say...haha...)

But nah, I'm being realistic. Having a relationship now will crush me. Because I have a very bad time management and all. Haha. Oh well. I'm only 19...no rush...(again, I can hear Christine in the background..)